Lydia had been struck by
the silence of Sir Reginald, but she attributed that silence to
fatigue. Her brother, too, was silent; nor did Lydia herself care to
talk. She was thinking of her triumphs of the previous evening, and of
that morning. She was thinking of the tender pressure with which the
rector had clasped her hand as he bade her good-night; the soft
expression of his eyes as they dwelt on her face, with a long, earnest
gaze. She was thinking of his tender care of her when she mounted her
horse, the gentle touch of his hand as he placed the reins in hers.
Could she doubt that she was beloved?
She did not doubt. A thrill of delight ran through her veins as she
thought of the sweet certainty; but it was not the pure delight of a
simple-hearted girl who loves and finds herself beloved. It was the
triumph of a hard and worldly woman, who has devoted the bright years
of her girlhood to ambitious dreams; and who, at last, has reason to
believe that they are about to be realized.
"Five thousand a year," she thought; "it is little, after all, compared
to the fortune that would have been mine had I been lucky enough to
captivate Sir Oswald Eversleigh. It is little compared to the wealth
enjoyed by that low-born and nameless creature, Sir Oswald's widow. But
it is much for one who has drained poverty's bitter cup to the very
dregs as I have.
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